Feeling better. A renewed sense of self that only being alone can bring. I kinda dig it. I think the lame self pity and sense of loss has passed, acceptance and self improvement and self discovery are on the way. I'm not sad anymore, not ecstatic but yeah, feeling better.

Ramped up my workout routine, put on 5 lbs of lean muscle the last 3 weeks, pretty good. Saving for real heavy metal now. Also, I decided I want to take a cruise. I got the cash why not, I have all my vacation time back starting in January, so I think that's my bday gift to me. Haven't decided on a place yet, but I like warmer weather so maybe like a Hawaiian deal, we'll see.

Also completely refocused on my training, which will have favorably results I have no doubt. Re-separated my AC again, fuck that noise I'll train through it. I'll push myself because I know I can take it. Plus those fucks in the ER didn't do anything but make my wallet lighter last time, cocksuckers.

Work is picking back up, got some freelance gigs to add to the cashflow too. Going to start taking my retirement more seriously heh, never too young yeah? I don't believe my job is economy proof but I think will be more telling signs before I need to start worry (read: other people getting let go first).

Debating what to do with my hair, I'm letting it go for now, been about a month since I shaved it, I dunno. I have the urge to dye it an outlandish color, but I know the corporate world would frown on it, and I need to pay bills. Oh well, I had my time.